"I feel that even though God is blessing me in other aspects of
my life, he seems not to hear me when I’m looking for a spouse.
I just finished three day Esther fast and was supposed to go
on a partial fast for the next 4 days, but I have given up.
God does not hear my prayers. Everyone is rejecting me.
No man wants to be with me. I guess I was hoping for a miracle
because I have gone full blow into this, but the results
so far says otherwise, and I don’t have the strength to
continue. I’m so sad sad sad sad."